Feb
18
so i just worked 25 hours worth of being there for people. it has taken a little toll. i witnessed the hurt that comes with unforseen life circumstances and the questions that arise when some people just seem to get shit all over by the universe…it all seems like one gigantic fucking joke and when i hear that this world is Satans domain i believe it. Would love God to do something about it rather than leave it to us to deal with this shit. though i guess our drive to survive and love must come from somewhere? anyway i dont want to talk on forever about the most elusive questionable thing around.
i just fucking hate alot of the shit the earth has on it and feel so inadequate in doing much to help. but i do feel alive right now. somehow.
