Dec
7
i dont like
being hit in the face by the line between living and existing and confused about where i sit on the whole thing.you’d think i’d have a clue about my own life but i really think i dont sometimes.some would say im living when i feel im just existing and then itll go the other way round on some other occasion.its the most peculiar shitty fucking thing and all i can do is laugh,however despondently, as i recognise it. comparison is bringing me down and i need to be grateful for everygood thing i have. fuck you comparison.
whoever deserves the credit;thankyou for everything i have. please give me breath and show me how to show gratitude. coz i think i missed out when they were injecting it into the good people of the earth.
