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i don’t know if you’l read this soon angel but if you come across it thats very fine. anyway i’m reflecting and realising the full impact of ‘us’ at present and its filling me with a really big sense of humility and acceptance that i really know who i love..that ‘who’ being you. there’s a bunch of reasons but right now i just got jealous when i thought of you ever being with someone else. its a little big deal because thats not really like me at all but i actually felt it sting my heart. i didnt like it but its just confirmed in another way how in love i am with you. and now i miss you being here with me more than ever but i’m also ok with it because i know you’re happy where you are and that gives me joy. i’m at a loss for words now………………………just know you’re a light in my life and give me peace and joy where i can’t find it anywhere else. i really love you so much. it surprises me how it goes…
